I will try to be brief, because I can't find the proper words to describe how I feel right now, neither the willpower to write much without ending up crying.
But I won't give up that easily. It's the end of something that I've been loving for almost 4 years, but I know that it's also the beginning of something new, who knows if bigger. Contrary of what I firstly thought I can't get myself to hate Yamapi or Ryo. They just parted following what they thought it was best for them. Sometimes changes turn out to be better. Just a simple decision might bring new and wonderful opportunities. That is what I want for NEWS now; more chances, more time, more attention. Those who know NEWS for a long time know that this can come true. We know they can make it, yes.. each of the 4 AWESOME members left in the group.
I always loved the KoyaShigeTegoMassu combo, since the beginning. They always behave like a group should do, as a family. They understand each other very well, they share many moments in private life too. Their bond goes far beyond work. It's something more powerful: it's about friendship and love. I'm pretty sure they won't dissapoint us like others did. They are just natural, they love their fans like the most and they understand our feelings. Always willing to please us.
I just wish Yamapi the best for his solo career. He has the potential to achieve everything he aims for. As for Ryo, I hope he can take things easier from now on. To be in 2 groups at the same time is very hard I assume, I can understand him.
The memories will remain in my heart. NEWS as 6 members is the best thing that happened to me in my life. Lately I've been depressed because of personal issues. I even thought of leaving fandom once, as you all know. They would never imagine how they cheered me up with their songs, their DVDs, or just their simple smiles. My wet eyes always becoming dry thanks to them. They changed my life, and the most important things is that I AM NOT REGRETFUL AT ALL. Even though my best dream is broken, I don't regret being their fan. That. NEVER.
Thank you old NEWS for giving me so much happipines along these years. But mainly thanks for giving me the amazing family that is called FANDOM.
I LOVE YOU ALL GUYS, LET'S KEEP SUPPORTING THEM FOREVER
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With love, from Ines